Wow that sucks. Though wow, fifty emails an hour?! O_o!! I hope you'll find something else and hopefully better soon.

Fannishly I'm mostly procrastinating on my trekreversebang piece now that I squeezed the draft in by the deadline--and angsting about getting picked, because the mods posted that despite the initial imbalance of more authors than artists now with the art claim post up for some time not all the authors have reacted and actually claimed something after all. So now there is art without authors... And I have to say that with this being my first Big Bang, this whole aspect of putting your stuff out there to be picked is somehow rather more fraught than I expected. Anyway, I have been reading lots of Trek. Otherwise White Collar has been getting quite popular, though it's still only a minor interest for me, but fun to watch.